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Friday, November 20th, 2009
3:48 pm - Celebrations
Exactly a year ago, I spent my birthday inside the Lopez building wide-eyed, but rather indifferent about my employment in this monopoly of a company. This place was not exactly my end goal when I became a lawyer. But I was Egged by my doting mother to try my luck and lower the unemployment rate by 0.00001%. I was accepted on the condition that I pass the bar. Parang kahapon lang. Now, two wisdom teeth extractions, a million meter-related seminars, and a lot of profound ruminations later, I'm about to be regularized (on Sunday). My boss even asked me to write my own progress evaluation! Haha!

--o0o--
What a way to celebrate this birthday! One of the injunctions filed against us was denied!

Immediate Boss notes to Big Boss: "Very good work by FMMG! Injunction was denied."

Happiness! Mahal talaga ako ni Lord.

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Monday, November 2nd, 2009
2:31 pm
SLIDE (Goo Goo Dolls)

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel?
I'd give you anything
To feel it coming

Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are?
You live with all your faults

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Yeah I'm gonna let it slide

Don't you love the life you killed?
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you

Don't suppose I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
Something I can't change
I'll live around it

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Mmm mmm slide

And I'll do anything you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall

Oh ______
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh ______
Do you wanna get married, or run away?

And I'll do anything you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall

(Oh Oh Oh slide)

Yeah, slide between the sheet of all the beds you never knew
(Yeah slide)
Why don't you slide into my room
Just slide into my room
Oh, we'll run away, run away, run away...

current mood: x_x
current music: Slide - Goo Goo Dolls

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Saturday, October 17th, 2009
12:21 pm - 25th
Lessons learned:
1. Movies are not necessary; they are mere wants; you don't need them to breathe.
2. I am pretentious and I am a liar.
3. Sometimes, things are not what they're supposed to be. No matter how you convince yourself otherwise.

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Wednesday, September 9th, 2009
4:53 pm - bakit ganun?
Kapag hindi nagdedeklara ng suspension of classes ang DepEd/CHED, bumabagyo.
Kapag naman nagdeklara na sila, lo and behold, tumitigil ang ulan. At sumisikat pa ang araw.

*kamot ulo*

current music: Stormy Weather - Frank Sinatra

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Friday, September 4th, 2009
6:26 pm
Hinala ko, kaya umiyak si Korina nung nagparaya si Mar kay Noynoy ay dahil mali ang napili niyang pikutin para maging First Lady. Mwahahaha.

--o0o--
At nang sabihin ni Mar na "hindi kami maghihiwalay ni Noynoy," lalong napahagulgol si Korina! *LOL*

--o0o--
Ano ba naman yan, Mikey Arroyo? Kanino ka ba nag-mana? Siguro sa tatay mong inutil. Dahil ang nanay mo, di lang madulas, magaling pang mag-drama.

EDIT: Ok. Di ko pa napanood ang panayam ni Winnie Monsod at Arnold Clavio kay Mikey Arroyo nang isinulat ko ito. Ngayong napanood ko na, gusto ko nang ihagis si Mikey Arroyo mula sa itaas ng PBCom Tower. Tapos pag nahulog na siya, gusto ko siyang sabuyan ng gasolina at sunugin. Tapos pag abo na siya, gusto kong ikalat sa Payatas ang abo niya. Ashes to ashes, garbage to garbage. Tapos isusunod ko na rin yung buong pamilya niya. For more catharsis. Mga putangina kayong lahat.

--o0o--
In other news, walang pasok sa Monday! At sa Sept 21! OT na ito.

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Thursday, August 27th, 2009
7:43 am - halo halo rants

1. I hate motorcycles. They cut, they do not drive in line, they go too slow, they go too fast, they don't wear helmets, they appear out of nowhere, they cause interminable traffic, they make you swerve unnecessarily, they have no sense of estimation, they beat red lights, they have horrible taste in music (and feel the urge to share it with the rest of us hapless mortals), and fuck those retards who stare and wink at you in intersections, and most irritatingly, they park in all the wrong places. I hate motorcycles.

2. Ayoko talaga maging National Artist si Carlo J. Caparas. Ayoko Lord! Marumi na ang pulitika, kalakalan, ekonomiya, hangin, mga bibig, utak, kalsada, ilog, pamahalaan, bangketa, at kung anu-ano pang bagay dito sa Pilipinas; bababuyin pa ba ang sining? Hindi ako handang ihanay siya sa mga taong nagbigay ng buhay nila para sa sining. Hindi niya maaaring akuin ang titulong ito sapagkat pinagkakitaan niya ang sining (kung matatawag ngang "sining" ang gawa niya), sapagkat unang motibo niya ang bumenta at hindi ang lumikha. Isang kabuktutan na tawagin siyang Alagad ng Sining. Shet, tumataas ang balahibo ko. Mensahe sa gobyerno: HINDI KAMI TANGA! Please, God save the babies!

3. Bakit ba kasi nag-implement pa ng coding sa Pasig? BAKEEEEEEEEEEETTTTT?!??!!!????

4. Ayoko na manood ng local channels dahil baka ma-brainwash pa ako ng mga political ads. I think the TV stations have the moral obligation to refuse airing these awful "infomercials." Etong mga hipokritong pulitiko, akala mo kung sinong umasta. Talak nang talak laban sa "bad politics," habang isinasantabi ang posibilidad na maaaring kasama sila sa grupong iyon. Akala mo Conyo? Pucha, kung tutuusin, mas kadiri pa si Villar sa Conyo! Di ko yata kayang i-associate siya sa body part ko. May Women and Children's Desk na sa bawat presinto? E di ba trabaho mong magtatag nun, Mr. DILG Secretary? Ganyan sa Makati? Ayoko nga ng coding sa Pasig, sa buong Pilipinas pa kaya, at wala pang window hours. Kuh-mooos-taah! Kumusta mo mukha mo. Kahit kailan, Mar Roxas, hindi mo mararamdaman ang pulso ng mahihirap. At putanginang royalty tax sa kuryente! Kung gusto mo talagang alisin yan, Mr. Enrile, sana matagal mo nang ginawa! Sino ba kasing TANGANG assemblyman ang nagsingit ng Sec. 80 ng Local Government Code?

5. Masakit ang ipin ko. Or lack thereof. My lower 8th molars (aka wisdom teeth) were surgically removed last week, in compliance with Meralco's utterly puzzling HR requirements. This time, natanggal naman sila, as opposed to that lame attempt 2 months ago, where I ended up having lacerated bleeding gums and conditional employment. Haha. Such is the irony of life. I go to law school with lofty ideals, with plans of conquering the world, vanquishing evil, heck, even running the government. I envisioned myself as a lawyer for the masses, on a quest to effect change and whatnot. Yeah, I had grand dreams. Now, look where I am? Inside a marble building, chasing tampereros. Well. Such is the irony of life. Can't say I'm not happy, though. I've sufficiently reasoned with my inner demons that this is for the "future." Funny, all of this dawned on me while sitting with mouth agape on the dental chair. Despite the highly potent anasthesia running through my jaw, tears were flowing endless from my eyes. Hmmm. Such is the irony of life.

6. Nakakain na ako ng tinatayang 4 2/5 galon ng ice cream mula noong bunutan ako ng ipin. Kakain ako ulit mamaya.

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Wednesday, August 12th, 2009
11:09 am - The National Artist Award Massacre (God Help Us)

For the past few weeks, Angelo and I have been arguing about the Caparas-as-national-artist brouhaha. It even came to a point where he labeled me as an elitist (no offense taken... but aren't we all?). Anyway, me being me, I found that elucidation on the issue was difficult.

Well, Conrado de Quiros being Conrado de Quiros, the following couldn't have been stated any better:

Delusions
Philippine Daily Inquirer
First Posted 00:54:00 08/12/2009

This one got swept aside by events this last couple of weeks but is too important to let pass. That is the elevation of Carlo Caparas and Cecile Guidote to national artists, a thing that has the other national artists up in arms.

My take on it is this: I don’t buy the distinction between “artist” and “entertainer.” Nothing prevents the artist from being an entertainer and nothing prevents the entertainer from being an artist. Preferably, the two should go together. Art that is disdainful of audience ends up being more hoity-toity than artistic, or ends up being more a pain in the ass than a joy to the soul.

I myself have never thought of entertainment as something that “whiles the time away” or “diverts.” I’ve always thought of entertainment as something that uses time well or gets to the point. Or gets the point. From an artistic point of view, that’s entertainment.

I do buy however the distinction between commercial and artistic. The artistic adds to the sum of human wisdom, or our understanding of the human predicament. The commercial panders to the lowest common denominator, and adds nothing to, or even subtracts from, the sum of human knowledge. That is my answer to Caparas’s supporters’ charge that his detractors are merely being elitist. I myself have no problems with Caparas being an entertainer. But I have problems with him being a commercial entertainer and not an artistic one.

As accomplishment goes, he will have to fall in line behind Mars Ravelo, Nestor Redondo and the other komiks greats. And their own claims to being national artists will be in serious dispute.

The distinction between an artistic entertainer and a commercial one is easily seen by comparing Lino Brocka and Carlo Caparas. I still remember something Brocka told a group of us sometime before he died. His first line of defense, he said, were his maids. If his maids didn’t like what he did, he would change it. Only when they were satisfied would he be satisfied. You can’t get more masa than that.

But he didn’t stop there. He made sure too that his maids got something they hadn’t seen before. Something new, something different, something better. He made sure his maids went away not just delighted about what they saw but asking questions about what they saw.

Brocka did melodramas, but he sculpted full-blooded characters out of them. Caparas did komiks, and made komiks out of characters. Artistry has nothing to do with whether your material is “hi-class” or “wa-class.” It has everything to do with what you do with it.

Guidote’s case is easier. Of course she helped build the Philippine Educational Theater Association (PETA), of course she, in the words of her defenders, “showed lifetime dedication . . . in leading the movement for national theater and its development to forge our cultural identity and preserve our heritage.” That is a reason only for theater to be grateful to her, that is not a reason for her to become a national artist. The National Artist Award is given to artistry, not to patronage. If it weren’t so, then Imelda Marcos should be proclaimed National Artist, having built the CCP and been a great benefactor to Cecile Licad. Organizing, however it is done indefatigably, resolutely and even heroically as in times of death and fascist rule, is admirable and deserving of honor. That honor is not the National Artist Award.

Now, for the more extrinsic issues, which are in fact the more important issues here.
At the very least, the way Caparas and Guidote have been named national artists is tasteless. Guidote says that though she is the executive director of the National Council on Culture and the Arts, the body that oversees the grant of the award, she had nothing to do with the selection process. What can one say? The GMA virus must be more contagious than A-(H1N1). Guidote’s patron has nothing to do with the Ombudsman either, or shouldn’t, but see if Merceditas Gutierrez will not nominate her saint. As to Caparas, his legend lies only in the way he helped GMA pull down the house Ang Panday built during the last elections.

That brings us to the heart of the matter, which is Malacañang fiddling with art. I have a special fondness for art and artists, and that I truly mind. If there’s an urgent and compelling need for Malacañang to have nothing to do with the appointment of the justices of the Supreme Court, there’s an even more urgent and compelling need for Malacañang to have nothing to do with the appointment of national artists. I don’t know that the appointment of justices should be left to lawyers alone. But I do know that the appointment of national artists should be left to artists alone.

Malacañang has no business decreeing artists. The spectacle I see is that of Josef Stalin and Nikita Khrushchev visiting art museums in the former Soviet Union and proclaiming which things there are art and which are not, a presumption as vast as the Urals. Given in particular that they were as much a gift to art as FDR was to the marathon. The notion of Arroyo doing the same, when her palate is limited only to wine and caviar and steak costing $20,000, leaves a bad taste in the mouth. Expense is not a sign of art, or of taste.

I don’t know which is worse, Imelda explicitly claiming to be the handmaiden of the true, good and beautiful, which are the hallmarks of art, or Arroyo implicitly doing so. Imelda at least had the external trappings of beauty, even if her and her husband’s rule was uglier than the portrait of Dorian Gray. Arroyo doesn’t even have that. Her own rule has become only, well, the artistic representation of all that is not true, good and beautiful. For her to decree who should be national artists is for her to decree who should be national heroes.

That’s not just a Carlo Caparas fantasy, that’s a delusion.



current music: Something to Talk About - Badly Drawn Boy

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Thursday, July 16th, 2009
5:35 pm - 22nd
Lesson learned: "Sorry" doesn't always cut it.

current mood: cold

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Monday, June 15th, 2009
5:50 pm - on career changes
This assembly line job: Relatively mindless, flexible, completely stress-free, filled with funny human beings, lots of Makati office scene kainan.

I feel like a pre-schooler who's transferring to the "big school." Scary witches for teachers and big bullies for classmates. And I, the little kid with geeky spectacles, hand-me-down uniforms, and humongous schoolbags. It is with great difficulty that I bid farewell to my playmates.

Seriously.

This transfer: From glorified factory worker to corporate apologist.

I don the crispy blazers, look at myself in the mirror, and conclude that it's a wide-eyed 24-year-old noob staring right back. Excitement, anxiety and pure cluelessness all rolled into one.

But then, Angelo and I will be blockmates again. You know... he'll be just around the block. Hahaha. Inside joke.


I'm in for a ride I never even dreamed of.

Let's go!

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Sunday, April 5th, 2009
8:00 pm - Atonement
Now I can say that there is Justice in this World. Why? Because the REAL topnotcher of UP LAW batch 2008, Ms. Elizabeth Liceralde, placed 5th in the Bar Exams. Mac Macapagal placed 6th. Shirley Velasquez placed 9th.

Karma lang yan, guys. These 3 truly DESERVE this moment of glory. Saludo ako sa inyo!

--o0o--
In other news: Hey, I passed the bar exams! Weeeeeeeeee!!!
I'm so happy I could scream! *screams* Thank You Lord!

Now, all I need to do is pave a career path.

--o0o--
Congratumalations to all my friends who hurdled the bar exams! Party mode!
And to those who didn't, you know what they say: In His Time, dearies. Cheer up, for things will turn out just fine.


current music: Motorbykle - Cynthia Alexander

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Wednesday, March 18th, 2009
8:58 pm - Alam n'yo...
...naaawa ako sa Pilipinas.

Wala akong mahagilap na salita para ipahiwatig ang lungkot at panlulumo at galit na nararamdaman ko ngayon.

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Wednesday, February 25th, 2009
9:11 pm
There is no I in I Love You.
There is only Love.
And then, there is You.

Love You.

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Sunday, January 18th, 2009
2:38 pm - rant & rave
TO: All you JOLOGS who watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button at SM Manila yesterday, 17 January 2009 at 2:55pm


My companion and I were peacefully enjoying what could possibly be one of the most touching films ever made. We were busy being swept away by the drama and being moved by the humanity of the movie. We paid the same price for the tickets that you purchased. AND YET, you perverts had to MOAN ("Oh Brad!") at every sexual innuendo, no matter how inane. You immature, inconsiderate freaks had to whine loudly because the story was boring you to smithereens. You unsophisticated plebeians just had to stretch your limbs to manifest your boredom.

How I wish I screamed my head off for you all to shut the fuck up.
How I wish I kicked you out of the movie house, you insolent fools.

But out of respect for the magical piece of cinema being shown in front of us, I chose to rant here in my little space in the cyber-universe.

May you all end up in the circle of hell where you forever try to watch your favorite movie while demons cavort in your midst.


FROM: A peeved moviegoer

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Saturday, December 20th, 2008
2:44 pm - Tacsiyapo! (shoe-throwing version)

Hey there, my progressive-thinking, Bush-hating friends!

Let's vent our anger, disgust and generally-repressed violent tendencies on The American President, Dubya himself! Let's face it: he's the source of all our problems right now. If not for his revengeful (and very poorly-advised) anti-terror campaign, the US economy would not have teetered and failed, thereby dragging our economies in its bloody trail. If not for his greed, the oil-exporting countries would not have tried to keep all the gasoline to themselves. If not for his wise-ass antics, we'd never have "edumacated" in our vocabulary!

Throw your shoes HERE!

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Monday, November 10th, 2008
6:31 pm - A Message to my Future Husband


current mood: Imeldific

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Sunday, October 26th, 2008
1:30 pm - Here's to Nina, Ishi and Flef
To Nina, to being a good teacher... and less real estate tax headaches.

To Ishi, to that flouncy red-and-black dress... and guys who are man enough to handle you.

To Flef, to finding a job, pronto... and passing the damned Bar.

Here's to 7 years of friendship.
Cheers!

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Friday, October 3rd, 2008
4:59 pm - I will never forget it
Settlement of Estate of Deceased Persons. 3 Kinds:
1) The normal way.. i.e. judicial settlement of estates, for them rich, dead people. And their heirs. Some of whom mysteriously sprout from nowhere once they're dead. Complete with executors and/or administrators, publication requirements, ako-legal-wife, and all that jazz.
2) Summary settlement of estates of small value.. i.e. also judicial, but this time, for the poor. Like, below P10,000! Eww!
3) Last, and definitely not the most tedious, Extrajudicial settlement by agreement between heirs.. i.e. for people who hate lawyers, or at least non-notaries public. There must be no will and no debts, thank you.

OK? Now, let's get on with our lives.

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Tuesday, September 23rd, 2008
11:35 pm - bar ramblings
Alam n'yo ba kung gaano kahirap kumuha ng bar exams? Maliban sa torture sa utak, torture din ito sa damdamin. Kasi, hindi ka pwedeng magkaroon ng pakiramdam. Lahat ng nararamdaman mo, dapat mo munang isantabi dahil kailangan mo pang mag-aral.

Tuwing natatapos ang bawat pagsusulit, pinipilit ng lahat mag-move on dahil ano pa nga ba namang magagawa tungkol dun? Bawal umiyak at manghinayang. Lahat nagsusumamo na lang sa mga diyos nila na sana sana sana maging mabait at maunawain yung examiner. Pagdating ng Lunes, aba, naka-move on na ang karamihan at nagbabasa na ulit.

Ako, pagkatapos nung comm, gusto ko umiyak kase di ko alam kung saan sa Consti yung provision na nagbabawal mag-legislate ng private corporations. Tsaka malabo yung mga tanong, di mo alam kung anong gusto nung examiner. Tsaka, leche talaga, lahat ng inaral ko nang husto, hindi lumabas. Pero hindi pwede kase may crim pa. Tapos, natalo pa yung La Salle at ang unang text message na natanggap ko pag bukas ng celfone ko ay: "Rabeh-yabadoo baby!" Wow, tenkyu ha. Ang nagpasaya lang sa araw ko ay ang Warm Warm Honey ni Mocha Warm. At syempre ang mahigpit na yakap ni Angelo paglabas ko sa Taft. At ang pag-lambing ng makulit kong baby pinsan pag-uwi ko sa bahay. At yung dessert naming ice cream.

Di lang bawal maging malungkot, dahil ubos-oras din ang pagiging masaya. Dumaan ang unang anibersaryo namin ni Angelo nung isang linggo. Masaya kami sa loob ng bente-kwatro oras at hindi (masyado) nag-aral. Pero nakaka-guilty pagkatapos. Nakakainis na nagi-guilty ako dahil gusto kong maging masaya.

Ngayon, naaasar ako. Pero hindi ko maramdaman yung pagka-asar ko kasi may maliit na boses sa loob ng utak ko na nagsasabing WAG MO NA ISIPIN YAN, MAG-ARAL KA NA LANG. Pero yung damdamin ko, gusto talagang maasar. Kasi nakakaasar talaga. Gusto ko makipag-away. Gusto ko magpaka-bitch. Pero hindi pwede.

Anyway, di ko alam ang point ng post na ito. Kailangan ko lang talaga ilabas ang nararamdaman ko. Kasi masisiraan ako ng bait pag kinimkim ko ito. Haaay, bar exams. Ayoko na ulitin itong karumal-dumal na karanasang ito.

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Saturday, September 6th, 2008
10:25 am - Ready, Set...
LET'S GO!!!

--o0o--
and so the Anthem goes:
"Patay na kung patay
Magkaalaman lang
Lahat ibibigay dahil
WALA NA 'TONG ATRASAN!
PAGITINGAN NG PUSO ANG LABANAN!!!"

--o0o--
WE CAN DO THIS!

current mood: ADRENALINE RUSH
current music: Alab ng Puso - Rivermaya

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Friday, August 8th, 2008
7:00 pm - Basura
Parang si Bush na nagsabing may weapons of mass destruction sa Iraq, pero wala naman.
Parang si Miriam na nagsabing tatalon siya sa helicopter pag natanggal si Erap sa pagka-presidente, at nagsabing "I lied... *evil witch-like laughter*"
Parang si Joker na nagsabing ayaw niyang patakbuhin ang bansang ito ng isang mandarambong, pero ngayo'y tuta na ni Gloria.
Parang si Loren na nag-iiyak nang hindi nabuksan ang 2nd envelope, pero ngayo'y nasa kabilang kampo na.
Parang si Tessie na nag-sasayaw nang hindi nabuksan ang 2nd envelope, pero ngayo'y nasa kabilang kampo na rin.
At parang ang pinakamalaking Basura na si Gloria na nagsabing hindi na siya tatakbo noong 2004, pero well, "presidente" pa rin siya ngayon.
Syempre, maliban sa iba pang Basura dyan sa tabi-tabi.

Ganoon din si Rico Blanco na umalis noong isang taon sa Rivermaya, bago mapirmahan ang international contract na tutulong sa kanilang makilala sa buong mundo. Dahil daw nais niyang gumawa ng ibang bagay na hindi niya magagawa pag nakatali siya sa banda at musika. Inintindi ko siya noon.

Ngayon, 080808, inilabas ang kanyang solo album, Your Universe. At dinig ko, may banat pa daw sa dati niyang mga kabanda na, "ganito gumawa ng kanta."

Tsss. Basura.

--o0o--
Pag inihalintulad na kita sa mga walang kwentang pulitiko, basura ka na talaga para sa akin.

--o0o--
Hindi naman ako bitter. Hehehe.

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